October 2009
18 posts
“Odd, how only when our physical life is at risk to we follow certian guidlines...”
– Carrie Bradshaw
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#13
“You’re living life on the wild side,” Jess said when I told him about my ‘two boy situation’. We were standing at the bar, pretending to be busy before clearing our two tables. It was a slow night, thank goodness, I couldn’t use anymore stress right now.
“I know,” I felt a little guilty about the fun I was having. “But I honestly don’t...
“I am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful.”
– Marilyn Monroe
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“Hollywood is a place where they’ll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss...”
– Marilyn Monroe
#12
This was going to be more work than I thought. I had run from Luke’s house, to the subway and back to my place, after a perfect and completely tantalizing (completely) kiss. By the time I got home, Derek had called wondering when would be a good time to pick me up.
I sat on my bed for a moment to relax myself and then changed from my skirt to a pair of torn jeans. Paired with a long sleeve, low...
#11
That night, at dinner with Luke, I felt that stupid pen hitting me in the head over and over again, reminding me of what drama I was potentially causing in my life. Was it worth it?
I decided to push those ‘moral thoughts’ aside and have fun for a little while. Just a little while.
Luke sat in front of me like a tempting piece of chocolate. Something I wanted, so badly, something that tasted so...
Dear Journal
I have secrets. Some of them I can’t share with anyone. No one would understand and they creeping up on me and making me short of breath. I wish I could just tell someone how I’m feeling, but I can’t think of anyone that might want to hear my words or anyone that would be understanding enough.
I need someone who will understand that these thoughts and wishes are completely honest. That I’m not...
#10
“What other guy?” Lorah stared at me.
“The one I went on a date with last night,” I reached into one of the boxes I was unpacking and pulled a colourful dress to hang up.
“…and?”
“And he’s really nice.”
“Kitty!”
“Haha, ok, fine!” I sat on the chair in front of her desk and lounged back. “He’s super sweet and completely different than Luke. He’s taller, long blond hair, not quite as muscular....
#9
“You make me sick,” Lorah rolled her eyes as a the delivery guy passed me a bundle of roses.
I wasn’t supposed to work this morning, but I had so much to do at Mickies (the designers) that I decided to come in for a few hours to finish things up.
I set the roses on my desk, shuffling papers away from the vase I had put them in and continued to unpack the boxes stacked up beside my desk. “You’ve...
#8
“What if you had plans?” Janelle’s smart comment came from the couch after I read the message out loud.
“But I don’t,” I sipped my coffee. I still had an hour to get ready for this mysterious meeting.
“But if you did…”
I ignored her and thought about what to wear. In the end, it wasn’t what I thought I would wear, but the oversized sweater and leggings were perfect.
The bakery wasn’t far from...
#7
My weekend was crap.
Janelle ended up meeting her married guy in the club on Friday night, and after a makeout session she came to her senses and told him she didn’t want to see him again. And if you know guys, you’ll know that he didn’t take this seriously. I wish she’s told him this at the end of our evening instead of just shortly after we got the to bar. Then at least our whole night wouldn’t...
#5b
I almost forgot! I had a few interviews with some potential room mates yesterday. Three interviews, and I think I’ve decided on someone. She’s a year older than me, but she seems good. Maybe a little wild for me, but for a room mate, she’ll be fine.
And she has a cat, it will be nice to have a pet in the house. And especially nice because I’m not responsible for the pet :D.
Michelle, the room...
#5
Life is good when it’s good and bad when it’s bad. Ever heard that saying? No? That’s because I just made it up. But it’s true! When life is good, I’m standing in the sunshine, warm, confidant, happy, and everything is falling into place. When it’s bad, I’m insecure, alone, and everything is falling into pieces.
Weirdly enough, now isn’t the time when life is falling apart. I don’t think I’ve...
#4
A few hopeful responses from the room mate ad! One interview already, the woman turned out to be as old as my mom, so it’s a no-go. But there are a few girls that sound more hopeful.
And another ray – o – hope: Luke called! Maybe he was sticking to the rule of waiting three days after a date. Maybe. He wanted to get together again tonight, so we’re going out for coffee. Something a bit more...
#3
I have a small apartment, it’s simple, something I’m sure every other nineteen year old single girl has as their first apartment in the big city. There’s no elevator in our building, so I lug my groceries up three flights of stairs only to enter a overheated apartment.
Yesterday I placed a kijiji ad to find a room-mate.
Female room mate wanted, small apartment, $600 monthly plus utilities. No...
#2
Sorry, it’s been longer than I wanted since I wrote last.
“Luke” (the hot hunk / boy toy has a name!) woke up just after I pressed “publish” on my last post. His body looked smokin. Like hot. Hot. Hot. Hot. As I pressed “publish” and dazed off, thinking about what I should do, my gaze slowly moved over to his bedroom doorway…where he stood staring at me. Shock. Wide eyes. Uh, hi.
“You got up...
#1
I’m just a little Kitty in a big world, and I’m realizing more and more every passing day, that this really is a big world.
Last night I went to the club. This isn’t something I normally do. Well, that’s a lie. I do go to the clubs, just not that regularly. That’s what I meant. My girls and I went, planned to dance, have a drink and go home in the wee hours. Isn’t that just what you do? But my...